Yey! Just got a new skin from blogskins. It's simple but very lovely. Vector style. It's original color is lime green, edited and changed everything to the colors I wanted (I hope the designer won't mind). Tada! now its black, white and pink. So what can you say? ^^
You may wonder whats with my name black strawberry eh? I just got it from a shop that does tattoos and piercings. I think it sounds nice and mysterious, I love the color black and recently i've become addicted to anything flavored strawberry. o_o
Chatterbox's up. Feel free to tag whenever you visit here. I'd be glad to read your comments. But please don't be harsh. ^^
Made lots of entries today. Been sitting in front of my computer for lots of hours. I feel a bit dizzy so I better rest my eyes now. Ciao~

A lot of friends have been asking me, mustasa bakasyon? All i did was... wake up early, seat in front of pc, eat during meal time, take a bath after resting my eyes for some time and go to sleep at night. Very boring eh?
Okay I go out if needed. Like... me and Pax dating out for some time, went to Divisoria with my Tita who loves to shop there, went to the mall to canvas bout monitors and buy a new heart with a cute butterfly pendant for my necklace, went to Pax's house to check whether my pc parts were undamaged, went to my Tita Tisette's funeral, attended my Kuya's baccalaureate mass and went to his graduation yesterday.
Tita Min asked me to have vacation at Ilo-ilo, I chose not to go. I'd prefer the money for the fare :P Just kiddin. I really prefer going to summer classes. Im one year delayed in my acads coz subjects at our department are seasonal. You fail once you get delayed for one year. But we are in short of money, my brother has just graduated and he really spends a LOT these days. Besides summer class is just optional, and if ever I took it I'd be taking only one important subject, and my parents will be dying to earn a large money for my allowance every week since I'd be staying at our apartment at QC and for my brother's allowance too since he's still staying at his dormitory for their review. And me? I might die due too information overload and too much math. @_@
Before vacation I was already planning of looking for a part-time job this summer with my friends but they left me since they took summer classes XD And I myself couldn't find one... Oh well I never searched for any. So here I am stuck in front of computer and consuming lots of watts looking for something worth wasting my time on.
The first was, Gunbound. Okay it wasn't worthy. The real first was Adobe Photoshop. I'm dreaming of becoming creative just like my bf, he's really goooood. He's the best sig maker I've ever known. And so we try to get active at SMPAC forums, but it's sad that he must work and cannot go online as much as before. We also couldn't talk over the phone that much.
And the second is, tada! Blogger. I've started blogging 2 years ago, stopped for some time and now I'm back at it again. I have no one else to talk to. Before there's my bf but now he can't have much time for me since he's working. Bored of making sigs right now. At least here's my blog to talk to and waste my time away.
Brb ~ I'll look for a skin that will fit you. :3

It was my Kuya's Graduation yesterday. Fuck it for wasting my precious time.
My brother's a year older than me. He finished his course Nursing, at a University somewhere in Binan, Laguna. I won't mention what university or else it'll lose its name right after this post! heeh XD
My mom, kuya and I went early to PICC, the place where his graduation is to be held. At 12:30pm we were already there even if the ceremony would start at 2:00pm. Guess what, we should've expected Filipino Time. The program started by 3:00pm by force, I guess one hour is too much.

too be continued...

My mom, kuya and I went early to PICC, the place where his graduation is to be held. At 12:30pm we were already there even if the ceremony would start at 2:00pm. We were not allowed to enter as soon as we arrived, so we lined up and we were in the front of the line for arriving too early. When we were allowed to enter, some usherette directed us to the left side for the guests of Nursing students and we got the 2nd row seats nearest the left aisle and nearest the stage.
A few minutes later we were asked to leave our seats since the first and second rows were only for the parents of the honor students. My brother's not an awardee, so my mom and I stood up to find for other seats. And what do we find? all the seats near the aisle were already occupied!! Fuck those coordinators!! They should've mentioned bout the 2 first rows to the usherettes!! We needed seats near the stage since my Mom's got a poor sight. So we sat on the fourth row but two to three seats away from the left aisle. A couple, both old and almost same age as my mom, sat on my left. They were also asked to leave their seats, they were from the first row. They too were annoyed with what happened.
And so 1st and 2nd row were vacant, and a lot of people desired to have those front seats. This ill-mannered lady/mom who sat beside me kept on mentioning "for awardees" every now and then to those that would attempt to sit on those two front rows and drive them away, kept on blabbering that If anyone could just sit on the first two rows then those could have been occupied by us, and then giggle and laugh in a very high tone like a wicked witch. She said she gets tired of mentioning it every now and then but she does not stop driving away those parents who tries to sit there, nobody asked or ordered her to do it anyway.
It was really annoying that we didn't have the good seats even if we were the early ones to arrive, but it's not a reason enough to become bitter and whine all day long like what the lady beside me was doing. If ever she auditions for a kontrabida role, no doubt she's gonna win. And she mentions "for awardees" and not "for parents of the awardees". What if she already drove away parents of some awardees? Or did she really mean to drive away all parents by saying inadequate words?
And that mom kept on boasting bout her daughters achievements even if nobody was interested about it. She mentioned that her daughter could have been a Laude in Nursing if she was not a transferee (transferees were not allowed to have honors according to her...is that true?), came from UP Diliman and took Political Science and got bored. Well all I know is that nobody leaves UP unless you get kicked! hah! Just kidding. I hope her daughter who had just graduated doesn't grow to become like her.

I'm back to blogging again, this would be my 3rd blog. Btw I'm also known as tiniwini and snowcookie, well just to inform you if ever you happen to visit or drop by my other blogs here in blogger. I also use in blogdrive the nickname tinipaxxy, a portmanteau of my name and my bf's. I've stopped blogging due to lack of time for it, been too busy with my acads and my bf. Now it's summer, no acads and my boyfriend's away so I've got tons of time to waste this summer vacation.
My boyfriend Pax and I are currently not in good terms. I'm cold, bitter and mean with him since last week. I don't know why... I'm always like this everytime he does something that disappoints me. And I feel bad that he's undisturbed with my attitude. He replies as if we were okay. We never had the time to talk about it since I never opened to him. Last week he went to Bulacan, to his uncle's house to start working. He was there from Thursday to Saturday, I was glad he came home to QC even if it was against his father's will. When he came home I've made some plans since we've got so little time til he goes back to Bulacan. But most of his time were wasted; he wasn't able to upload some text animation tutorial he made which I was eager to view, and we never get to have a long talk over the phone since he was staying at his aunt or uncle's house to hide from his Dad. I was mad at him and he ignores it, the thing that angers me more.
To think it was our 7th monthsary yesterday, all we had was a simple greeting through text. "Happy 7th monthsary" and "I love you" were the words I recieved. My response? "Happy 7th monthsary" and "ganun din". I usually utter ganun din over the phone every time he mentions the world's sweetest line and I couldn't since my parents might hear me saying it. I also use it every time I wanna joke or upset him every time we argue. I know how much he loves to hear those three sweet words from me...and here I am saying other words instead on our monthsary. I don't wanna fake my feelings, I really don't feel like saying it coz I'm unhappy. I admit I'm such a cry baby who often cries over shallow matters but I never cried this time. I think the problem's with me... he told me to tell him whatever I feel and pretends not to know me well. But I choose to leave it this way, I want him to find it out himself. Am I mean? I don't think I am. It's natural for a girl to feel this way specially if her guy's apathetic with her feelings...